kazatasupa

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A girl I work with reads livejournal everyday, although she does not have an account. She believes the content would be too personal for public display. She does read your journal, through my page... this is what she wrote me this morning:

I love to read them and analize(didn't spell that right) why people say that and if their soul really belives what they wrote or if they do it just for show, I like your brothers because I think his is real!!

So, I fucked up. After the month I have had, I didn't need to start my online journal like this. I meant to type "Kazuta," not "Kazata" as part of my user name. Perhaps I will develop an appreciation for my mistake sometime down the road, however (and as it is now) I am straight pissed off. Live journal will not let me change the damn name without forking over money (so much for a free account) and I can't simply delete this new account in order to start over. My friend, Al, has only one "invite" to give and I haven't the patience to wait another month (although my brother would probably supply me with one in two days - when his account is allowed a freebie). So, I'm cranky, pissed and angry. "What's the worry," you're thinking. Well, I'm not quite sure what Kazata Supa means (probably the Sioux equivalent for a "chill pill." Kazuta Sapa stands for "Black Medicine," which is what the Sioux named, or could still call, coffee. Maybe I am going through withdrawals. I need a good cup of joe, man. Really.