Leaning Towards:

[kazatasupa]

Staying in Utah, getting a studio (or one bedroom apartment), living alone, continue working at the library, complete my degree in Integrated Studies (keeping Philosophy as a emphasis and use Music Theory as another. This would mean learning something entirely new and exciting. I will take guitar lessons and learn to play the saxophone), become completely anti-social and work... work... work.

I just feel like turning inward, tuning people out...

I'm also thinking about applying for a job at the coffee shop (they're hiring). I could only work part-time, but it would be valuable experience, as I do plan on owning a coffee house someday.

That's it. I'm not happy as things are now... and, if I don't change, if I don't change...

I'm just getting more depressed.

Comments

[whitepeach.livejournal.com]

Your posts are great. I'm not responding to any one in particular. And I'm going down the tubes fast on a sleeping pill, so I can't make the points I want to make at this particular time. But hey, I'm going through a lot of stuff that you are, although I don't write about it much, because it's so much a part of me these days that it bores me just to think about it much less write it. But we'll see. Here's what you need:

[whitepeach.livejournal.com]

some of that didn't make it through. i was trying to put a hug in there. you need a hug.

[kazatasupa.livejournal.com]

thank you.