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Dec. 5th, 2001 06:29 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
It's dark out, again... as if it never changes.
people write essays on love. the message is that you can grab it with words define it with arguments. people write essays on truth. i believe they're trying to crucify me. people do these things for money. love and truth and money... it's all the same.
i want someone to hold my heart softly. i want someone to warm me with their eyes. i want someone to hold me under the blanket and watch the snow fall as the christmas tree stands in silent reverence. i want to trust that beauty will always be my friend.
i want suffering to end.
people write essays on love. the message is that you can grab it with words define it with arguments. people write essays on truth. i believe they're trying to crucify me. people do these things for money. love and truth and money... it's all the same.
i want someone to hold my heart softly. i want someone to warm me with their eyes. i want someone to hold me under the blanket and watch the snow fall as the christmas tree stands in silent reverence. i want to trust that beauty will always be my friend.
i want suffering to end.
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Date: 2001-12-05 05:31 pm (UTC)d.
to be wanted
Date: 2001-12-06 06:41 am (UTC)That simple need to be needed and the desire to be desired.
I just hope I'm not missing mine, don't you?
Re: to be wanted
Date: 2001-12-10 05:16 pm (UTC)i know i want to have someone that i can climb into... feel warm and secure, but i don't really think of it as "missing" someone if i am not envolved. i guess i just believe that there are people there, and there always will be... and when i am done suffering, i will find her. that's as much faith as i'm capable of having.