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My fingers are bleeding. I've found too many interesting pots to dig my fragile nails into: School, work (two jobs: one full time, and another that wants my full time), philosophy club, ethics panel discussion group, a beautiful girl, ethics bowl team (hasn't started yet, thank god). I've been in the library (my work) for the last 39 days straight. I put two 20 hour days in last week, and numerous 16-18 hour days in the last month. I am tired and need to simplify my life. Note to self: prioritize. Beautiful girl, school, and work... get outside. Find room to breathe, to dream, to give your love away. Give your love away.

Going Outside

It's fall outside. I am going to sleep on the ground, somewhere in the mountains tonight. I need to hear the wind blow through the trees... and feel the cold air on my face. I need to stare down into the warm, hypnotic glow of a campfire as my feet rest close to the flames. I need stars, moon and a midnight black sky... far, far away from the loneliness of my city's night-light.

I wish

I wish my brother was online (are you listening?).