thanks...
i'm not sure i'm in a bad place, really. but, i am feeling almost manic - up and down. i've had trouble creating energy for anything other than drinking coffee. god, i love coffee. i'm just in a state of thinking where the only things that sound good and enlightening are unreachable (love and playing the sax like coltrane). i tried to play guitar last night, but lost interest rather quickly. it's funny, but i'll write a journal entry without realizing how sad it sounds until i go back and read it later...
it's just life..
thanks, though.